Dear Diary,

It has been a long time since I last talked to you. Looking back, I still smirk at the fact and impossibility of liking you. Wad was I thinking then? Although, I gotta admit it was amazing how we managed to get hold of each other in juz a few months. It felt like we knew each other for years.

Remb the time when we used to walk down from History classes to E Math? Remb the time when I commented tt your pencil case was hideous & you had a childish Hello Kitty pen? Remb the time when we made the CNY Class Hamper together? The time when we always sat together during History classes when it was at the AVA Room. The time you called me on my phone like mad juz to ask me to buy you a bottle of Pink Dolphin? The time when I profusely taught you A Math till you got it. The time when you gave me tt Thailand souvenir? The time when I was unexpectedly given a SpongeBob ruler, eraser, etc. The time when you were sick & you asked me to collect homework. The time when it was raining and I sheltered you to the bus stop; you even complained to me tt I didn't know how to shelter you properly heh. Remb how we always bad-mouthed about teachers. The time when I'll come to your table during E Math to chat. The time when we usually shared answer and discuss about homework. The time when you showed me something on your hair which turned out to be a bump tt was the result of the chemicals in the rebonding solution? You scolded me for not being able to tell wad it was even though I was from Red Cross.The time when you grieved over your grandma's death. The time when I comforted you & gave you a letter. The promise you made about inviting me to your house if you were to ever host a bbq party. The times you scolded and at the same time boast to me new English words tt even I didn't know. Dense brain. numskull.

The time when we'll talk so loud and get scolded by our classmates. The time when you'll ask me if you were cute after every new hairstyle tt you cut. The times we'll gl each other to no end, till our classmates juz stand there and watch. The time when we went to Macdonalds and you wore tt cute PPG Hairband (lol -.-) The time when we were at Pizza Hut and you started complaining (as usual) about ppl making too much noise. The time when you played at the playground so innocent & oblivious to the surrounding. The time when we were at Hub & I bought the piece of meat tt your mother wanted you to buy for tt day's dinner. The day when we were laughing like mad at the supermarket choosing cat food. The time we were on the bus and you started to tell lame jokes lol. The time it was Valentine's Day, also your bday, and you were out watching a show. The time you were playing blackjack at your relatives' house and you msg-ed me because you were winning? You said you would treat me if you won it big; and every time you striked, you would say I was your lucky star. Your laughter was as contagious as ever.

I still remb-ed the time when you were at wits end cause you lost your Plus One notes. You told me tt you needed me to scan mine (which I didn't even bother looking lol) and send it to you via Msn. And when I did you commented on my ugly handwriting (which btw, isn't ugly okay!) The time when your sisters were crazy fighting to talk to me on msn lol. The constant bickers and awkward stares we had.

But I won't look back. Given a chance, I would still walk this route. You taught me how to be strong. Thanks for everything thus far. Take pride in your future endeavours. I remb-ed you once said your dream was to open a business, a hair salon. I knew you were special from the start, even during Sec 1 Council Camp. But not special enough for me apparently.

I'm never gonna speak of you ever again. Right now, I couldn't care less. And juz so you know, I prayed for you when you were sick, hoping tt your illness would juz fade away.